2021.10.25 03:37 kaelamw Should I just not take the midterm?
My mental health has not been the best this year, and finding any motivation to do even the most basic tasks is difficult. I just started the process of counseling, but it's too early for it to have any improvement. I have a midterm in a couple of days, and I'm absolutely dreading taking it. I don't feel confident about the subject. I don't want to put myself through 2 straight days of non-stop studying, and I know that in order to pass it, I'll basically have to physically exhaust myself. My professor is dropping our lowest exam grade, and I know I'm more confident about the later test subjects (I've learned them in a past class). I know it's probably not the smartest thing to do, but it's very tempting to email my professor and ask if I can just not take the exam. Any advice?
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2021.10.25 03:37 nononsenseifier Always hungry, when in a calorie defeicit Indian Diet (that cannot be changed any sooner).
Hello all. I have tried on multiple occasions and dieting consistently is hard . Is there a thing where you don't feel like you've eaten at all if you haven't consumed your massive proportions? Probably, an all or nothing mindset that I am struggling with. Or is it that my stomach is so enlarged that smaller portions will keep me straved until it shrinks.
Besides that, my Indian diet is carb rich. There is meat and protein from lentils, and rice is a constant. If not rice, there is chapati for breakfast. I have started to take multivitamins for nutrition and hairfall.
I tried snacking in nuts and fruits in between to keep myself satisfied but the hunger is persistent until I gobble down 500 cal portion of carbs. Leaving carbs is not feasible in my lifestyle as that's what my family (which also has a majority of members obese) cooks and without rice, my digestion and bowel sytem gets screwed.
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2021.10.25 03:37 andrewpast 21 headshots in one life. Loving BFV again!
Bought a new PC lately before BF2042, and have been rediscovering BFV. Been having a blast in it since coming back. Had a really fun game earlier where I landed 21 headshot kills in one life. Hope you enjoy!
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2021.10.25 03:37 Rat-daddy- Just a chump trying to feed my wife and 3 kids. Most likely won’t get a full pay until 25th of December, meanwhile all my benefits have stopped, and I owe rent & many many other bills. Feel so deflated and powerless. Let’s see what HR say
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2021.10.25 03:37 probably_erebus I'm not even sure where to start with this - probabilities - pathways - compulsion/pull?
So, this might not be synesthesia, I might just be insane and that's something I'm willing to accept, I just figured I'd stop here first on the way there.
A preface, I'm high, I don't know how long this will be I'm sorry.
One other thing to note about me - I have horrible noticable OCD/depression (trigger warning shit)/and anxiety - all clinically/third party verified. Or rather, I did until I solved them day to day on my own to the point where it's not even an afterthought that affects me. I acknowledge it's there, but I push it off to the side and chose to not feel it in my mind.
I can't explain better than that, but so long as I have sleep, I no longer suffer "clinically" from those. This is a point I'll reference later it's more to give a concept of what I know I am able to do mentally.
I'll start by saying I don't believe in precognition or telepathy or shit like that . But I do believe that our minds pick up a lot more data than we ordinarily pay attention to because it's useless info day to day. This may even be part of what people call "gut instinct" on things, because they are able to run through all the extra data faster without realizing it.
When I was much younger I was rather suicidal, and I think a large part of that is I had (still have but better understanding/control) a constant always going mind for every single thing I saw, I saw like a map in my head of almost every single interaction an object could take or someone could do, or any infinite number of solutions to problems I didn't want/need to solve. You know the planning ahead people do/overthinking situations? It was that, on cocaine, turned up to 11 screaming - hundreds of thousands of constant shifting data points at my mind nonstop like a goddamn hurricane. As a child, who thought that was normal.
But - also through my life I've always had a sort of answer to most things even if I shouldn't have known it/known how to find the answesort of just instinctually followed the right path to get to the end result I wanted (I do a lot of software development/hardware engineering/general problem solving). More than just being maybe a bit clever should have let me do.
Sometimes things just seemed to feel "right". It's hard to explain without someone having had OCD - but the feeling of completing a compulsion is sort of how I feel with solutions to problems. Each problem has that sort of pull towards the correct solution for me and mentally feels like it "clicks" into place.
Only as I matured more and was able to sort out more of the constant noise in my mind/filter put the less useful stuff (reference back to solving OCD/depression/anxiety on my own) did things start to make sense and I then connected those "solutions" that felt right to the noise of probabilities in my head. Now I'm able to pick apart why when I feel those "pulls" to solutions if I want and examine the map in my head to see why I felt pulled.
I'm not always right - I'm only as good as the information I have (even if I don't always know I have it until introspection)
An example - it's almost a live state map in my mind of different nodes/pathways, of everything that currently is and could be relating to me/situations/people/anything. Sometimes it updates on its own just as time passes/I get more information in but it's always just there, for everyone and everything.
A bunch of interlinked nodes all changing live as like a "feeling" of which path/chain of nodes is most likely to happen (or in problem solving/coding, be the solution I need).
I can even managed to change data points hypotheticalally in the mental map and see how manual tweaks would filter the pull/feel of solutions. Those are super helpful in coding things.
it wasn't overnight only in the past year or two have I actually started really understanding this and looking back/introspecting. (Maybe it's the weed) otherwise it's literally been over two decades of compounded mental effort/work to try and better myself/fix my mental ailments myself. In hindsight, a therapist would maybe have been better, if they could have helped.
Now, I know what you are thinking, how the hell is this synthesia - and that's why I'm here asking. I don't think the probability thing is synethsia on its own. It's the pull and OCD like "click" into place often without me actually making the logic jumps in my mind map to know why it's the solution.
I think my subconscious (and probably everyone else to some degree) maybe has some sort of raw probability engine always running day to day evaluating risks (sound of footsteps? Must be someone coming up type thing - subconscious shit you normally just accept).
I'm wondering if maybe the pull I have is that being exposed to my non-subconsious mind, and that's why I (very very often) can jump to solutions and shortcut the why for things/come up with weird answers that still fit as a solution, because my subconscious ran through the probabilities already and the mental map of all the data points that pathway felt right.
Is that a thing in the subconscious? Is the ability to shortcut the logic to answers a thing just on a feel?
you don't have to believe me - I'm set in life and good now mentally, even if it's weird to express it feels right to me This is just the best way I can explain what's in my head, give context of previous mental things I've done and how I've managed to filter the otherwise insanity inducing noise, in the same way I filtered crippling OCD/anxiety.
I'm not some all knowing dude or some super genius. I think I may just have a very useful shortcut/bridge in my head that might be synesthesia. (And if it's not synethsia, well, idk then I'm out of ideas but it's how I see things/feel things day to day)
not confirmation bias I've kept detailed notes of these answers/solutions before I knew that's what was happening, just as a way to try and get an outlet for the noise in my head. So decades worth of random notes of shit but all date stamped and not generic answers either.
I have done some incredible things leading up to the point I'm at now where I'm able to verbalize the mess in my head even slightly. Inventions you wouldn't believe with solutions far beyond my capabilities at the time - and meetings with multination companies. When I say I'm good in life, I mean it I know what I can do and am capable of now so I just throw myself into problems like I can't get enough, because the feel of the pull to solutions just feels right. I don't know everything, not by a long shot and I'm not the best at everything (or anything) but I know now that if I feel that initial pull on a problem, I can follow it through to a solution 8 times out of 10. (If not more).
So it's not like it's a useless talent either now - it has traction in my day to day life and makes me who I am, the way I see things.
Again, you don't have to believe me on any of this, I'm not saying it to brag, only to give context. This is entirely anonymous on an ancient spare account. I just wanted this out there on the fucking off chance I'm not insane, and it's a synethsia or there's other people with similar pulls to probability pathways in a a mental hurricane of pathways/probabilities.
Sorry again, I'm pretty baked during all this. I found the noise quiets down without my needing to control it, along with my OCD/anxiety/depression all just kind of float away when semi high. (Actually, if I'm low baked I feel smarter because I'm not allocating mental resources to handling my OCD/depression/anxiety).
It's not a miracle drug but if you have anything like me maybe give a low dose a try.
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