2021.12.07 05:02 GingerHoney1 Trying to Revive This Sub: Day 206
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2021.12.07 05:02 ProfessionalOne4098 Spontaneous Awakening, Theophany, and Coming to Brahman
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At u/the_Tantrik's suggestion in another post, "What makes you believe God exists?", earlier in the day, I am making a post of my articulation of the Divine experience that made me convert from an atheist of nearly two decades to a firm believer in God, Brahman/Trimerti, and also the Mahadevi & Mahavidya. I wanted to put this out there in an attempt also to get more information from the other very knowledgeable souls in this group that may have insights into these types of experiences, the Mahavidya themselves, or anything else that may foster positive discussion and overall spiritual growth. With that, my comment went like:
I experienced a theophanic manifestation of Goddess Matangi whilst in deep introspective meditation. When I opened my eyes, I did not see my wife but there was Matangi in physical human form. A dark, emerald complexion and beyond beautiful with long flowing curls of dark hair fell from her crown (it came to a point vertically) of gold and jewels. I distinctly noticed her bindi, above that a crescent moon 🌙 and above that was a vertically-oriented third eye. Her voice was a melody directly into my cognitive thought and her presence was intensely motherly. She wore red clothes, appeared young in age, and also felt very powerful.
She opened a wormhole that looked like it formed a Yantra that spiraled into a tubular portal. Upon arrival from what seemed like hyperspace, I found myself in an infinite void (like floating in outerspace with no stars), I look behind me and there's just one giant sphere of light that emanated love, bliss, knowledge. As I came closer to it, I felt like I was dying so I surrendered, remaining calm. I could feel my ego dissolve away in the length of a few seconds until it washed away, kind of like taking off an old coat. That's when I experienced bliss that stayed with me for over a week and rid me of all of my depression that I had experienced. I described this place as the womb of the Universe to my wife and it feeling like being cradled by God. I came back into my body and told our friends and my wife that I loved them.
This event in my life changed me from an atheist of nearly two decade's to realizing tat tvam asi. I have since been studying the Mahavidya, learning more amongst all schools of thought, alongside working full-time at the office. Matangi advised that we all have nothing perfect but that there are aspects to truth jnana in all religions. Meditation is becoming a deeper experience after a little over a year and mantra. I'm learning.
Katha Upanishad 1.3.14
उत्तिष्ठत जाग्रत प्राप्य वरान्निबोधत । क्शुरस्य धारा निशिता दुरत्यया दुर्गं पथस्तत्कवयो वदन्ति ॥ १४ ॥
uttiṣṭhata jāgrata prāpya varānnibodhata | kśurasya dhārā niśitā duratyayā durgaṃ pathastatkavayo vadanti || 14 ||
Com.—Having thus merged into the purusha, the atman, all the three, i.e., name, form and karma which are produced by false knowledge and are of the nature of action, agents and fruits, by a knowledge of the true nature of his atman, as the water in the mirage, the serpent in the rope and the colour of the sky, disappear by seeing the true nature of the mirage, rope and the sky, one becomes free from anxiety and calm, his purpose accomplished. Therefore to know that, arise, Oh, living beings sleeping in beginningless ignorance, i.e., turn towards the acquisition of the knowledge of the atman; and awake, i.e., put an end to the sleep of ignorance, horrible in form and the seed of all misery. How? Having approached excellent preceptors who know that, realise the atman taught by them, the innermost and in all, thus ‘I am he.’ This is not to be neglected. Thus, the sruti, like a mother, says from compassion; because the object to be known can be realised only by very subtle intelligence. Why is it stated ‘by subtle in-tellect’'? The edge of a razor is pointed, i.e., made sharp and impassable, i.e., passable with difficulty; as that cannot be walked over by the feet, similarly hard to attain, the intelligent say, is the road of the knowledge of truth. The meaning is that because the object to be known is very subtle, they say the road of knowledge leading to that is not easily attainable.
I am looking forward to your community feedback and any discussion. I hope that you all have the best day possible. Please let me know if you have any questions and I will do my best to answer them as soon as possible. Om shanti shanti shantih ♡🕉🔯🙏
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2021.12.07 05:02 Available-Gap8489 Severe knee pain following cate bite.
Female, 35y. On my 3rd day of amoxillin (3 a day) for an infected cat bite on my right shin. Today I’ve had severe knee pain which is worse at the back of my knee radiating up to the top of my leg, it also painful around the whole joint/front of the knee. I haven’t been able to find a way to sit/lie where it is comfortable/not in pain. There is no obvious swelling or redness on the knee. I haven’t had any recent injuries and haven’t exercised other than walking since the bite…is it likely the knee pain is related to the bite or could it be due to something else ? It’s so sore 😢
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2021.12.07 05:02 meta1coinofficial Are you ready for Big News?? Something Big is Coming Your Way. Stay Tuned for upcoming Announcement!!
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2021.12.07 05:02 Theonerule Would kashhyyk from star wars be considered a death world?
2021.12.07 05:02 BurtonDesque Pakistan: Killing of Sri Lankan accused of blasphemy sparks protests
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2021.12.07 05:02 maxmln [PSA–EU] Vitra discontinued the Eames EA 115, EA 116 and Eames Aluminium Group Side Table
Just a short PSA:
It seems that Vitra discontinued the Lounge Chairs - EA 115 (fixed based), - EA 116 (rotating base) - and the Aluminium Group Side Table (personal favourite of mine)
I could not yet find any official statement or a specific date since when those products went out of production but they completely vanished from the website as well as they are not listed and able to be order from any of the big European furniture stores anymore.
It seems that they are discontinued at least a few weeks or months ago, although I could find 1 or 2 left over configurations still available at one of the big EU stores.
Personally, I always preferred the 115/116 over the 125 because I think the tilting mechanic looks hideous – much prefer the clean look of the 115/116 (never sat in a 125 though, maybe its worth the comfort).
So is the 115/116 still available in the US over at Herman Miller?
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2021.12.07 05:02 mopcatmopcat Been wanting to play this game, love the space exploring vibe! Just wondering if it cost much micro transaction wise, like I often hear it cost a lot to buy new ships. Could anyone please tell me how much you spent and on what? Thanks!
2021.12.07 05:02 JimmyEatButt Getting the booty, me, Enamel paints, 2021
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2021.12.07 05:02 kristen-outof-ten is anyone going to see CSH in the Van Buren in May?
i’m going with some friends and i want to make some friends with the audience before i get there too!!! please let me know so we can fucking get down together when the day comes
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2021.12.07 05:02 After-Cell The Shangri-la hack
The Shangri-la Diet was not so much a diet, as more of a psychological trick. That is KEY to understand.
The idea was to deassociate nutrients from flavour, pavlovian-style.
The method was to drink olive oil or sugar water between meals.
Over time, this reduces appetite.
It goes further; not using fat at all, but instead never eating the same flavour twice to avoid getting the habit response.
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2021.12.07 05:02 shoesfullofwater i’m worried my anxiety will ruin my marriage
i (20F) am married to my husband (26M) and have been for less than a year now. we’ve always had a strong relationship. we never yell at each other, communicate clearly, love on each other, and try and make time for regular date nights. if it weren’t for my anxiety and his often busy schedule, our relationship would be damn near perfect.
i’ve always had anxiety to a certain degree. i was a nervous kid who had trouble socializing. then i became an anxious teen who got herself into some bad relationships and situations. i don’t feel comfortable going into detail so i’ll just say that i’ve got some trauma that i’ve been working through for a while now with a therapist (i’ve had many over the years, i move a lot, and i’ve been seeing this one for a little under a year now).
after me and my husband started dating and we figured out we were gonna get serious, i was pretty open with him about my trauma since lots of it has to do with cheating and sex and relationships as a whole. i genuinely could not ask for a more patient and loving partner. he’s been wonderful since the start (caring for me, going at my pace, communicating calmly) and i credit his consistent love and care for a large part of why we have such a strong bond today.
the only issue is: my anxiety is getting so much worse. it’s been bad from the start (it’s gotta be bad to qualify for a diagnosis i suppose) but id honestly gotten so much better for a while. i trust my husband, i stopped worrying, i started enjoying things more; overall i just felt really really good. then a whole lot of change came. i got married, moved in with my husband, he started his new season (he’s a high school coach), and i began my new life as a stay at home wife. i work very hard to care for my husband since my tourettes (which i wont talk much about, it’s unrelated mostly) and anxiety is too severe for me to hold a job. i’ve tried remote work but can’t find openings. i have something lined up for may-ish with my parents and that should work out if all else fails (it’s remote billing work i know i can do). i cook and clean and overall have a nice time at home, even though the days can get long with certain projects around the house. i don’t mind it though, it’s really fulfilling.
things started great, but they’ve just been spiraling downhill. i’m back to having multiple panic attacks a day, something that hasn’t happened in years. i’m getting chest pains and heart palpitations, it’s hard to breathe, i can’t eat (something i already struggled with), can’t sleep, and my hair is falling out. my husband has been so loving and patient through it all, but i know it takes a toll. i make sure to regularly check in on him, usually when i bring dinner to him at work (he’s a night janitor as well). he tells me it’s hard, but we’ll get through it. it hurts me to know i’m adding stress to my husbands life, obviously that’s the furthest thing from what i want. yes, i do take good care of my husband and i shower him with love every day and overall we are happy together, but i just feel like it could be better. and i worry my husbands mental health with deteriorate from the stress and he’ll get burnt out. i want us to be okay for ourselves and each other.
my therapist thinks it’s mostly due to the big changes all at once, even if they’re all good changes, and the fact that i’m getting a major surgery on my leg next week to correct and prevent repeated injuries i’ve dealt with for years. it’s all just sending my anxiety into overdrive. i’ve tried meds before, but many gave me such bad side effects that i would get stuck in bed from being so ill (most medication doesn’t agree with me for some reason). i currently take genexa calm keeper (it really helped for a while) and a sublingual cbd isolate (i don’t like thc, doesn’t agree with me either). i want to try some new meds, but can’t for a while before and after my surgery.
my husband is taking on a big role in caring for me during my surgical recovery, and i know it’ll be hard. do any of you have any advice on how i can make things easier for him? i’m going to try and find new meds as well as continue to see my therapist. i try and prompt my husband to regularly practice self care (for him it’s a hot shower, video games with his friends, netflix binging, etc) and i think it helps, but i hope there’s more i can do.
TLDR my anxiety has suddenly gotten much worse and i worry about the toll it’ll take on my husband. any advice on how i can support him in my recovery?
thank you for taking the time to read and help me!
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2021.12.07 05:02 faithy244 MY MOLLY WAS SHOT- Prognosis questions
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2021.12.07 05:02 0cci How to deal with your (online) past?
ever since I got sucked into the rabbithole that is internet security and privacy, I wondered how to deal with my past activity on the internet. Most of us have been using the world wide web for well over a decade. We probably did not have privacy in mind when we registered for a couple free services and games. It would be best to deactivate / delete those accounts completely. However it is nearly impossible to track down everything you signed up for in the past.
I am kind of lucky, that I have only used one email address for most of my life and I have recently switched all of my main services to a new, more secure and "lesser known" address. I wonder if that is sufficient or if I should track down old accounts or deactivate my old email address.
Can you help me out or tell me how you deal with your past?
PS: I already disabled / deleted the accounts I know of, which I do not use anymore.
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2021.12.07 05:02 JoAndAna Cap Mockup PSD with Embroidered Logo
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2021.12.07 05:02 Spritti33 It feels like AGES ago. I love old pics like these.😍
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2021.12.07 05:02 Amara_Bedrose Confirming if I can use quotes from others in my blog post (Fair Use)
Just wanted to confirm something, my client wants to me to write a post for them and I wanted to pull some quotes and statistics from others articles in our niche (digital marketing) to illustrate the points more. Of course I will credit them 100% and link to the original articles.
But I just wanted to know if this falls under fair use since I am just using 1-2 sentences and most of my content is original and its commentary upon those quotes.
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